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I dreamed that the government was politically persecuting Ko P., and my company, Bibibiabia, was also affected. Government officials kept coming to my company to audit accounts and check records nonstop. I tried to handle the situation, and at some point, money appeared from an unknown source. I used it to purchase the office space for Bibibiabia, thinking that owning the office would provide more stability and prevent constant audits, allowing me to focus on creation, promotion, and marketing. However, things didn’t go as planned. The government continued to send different departments to audit and investigate the company relentlessly. Every time they came, I had to comply, allocate manpower, and meet their demands. Then, someone told me, **"You've been targeted by the government. Struggling is useless!"** The scene then shifted to an outdoor setting, where someone was discussing the future of Bibibiabia with me. I felt that I had been working tirelessly to keep the company alive because it represented a voice for democracy, and I didn’t want it to be silenced. There was more to the dream, but this is all I can remember now... 夢見政府在政治追殺柯Ｐ的狀態，我的 Bibibiabia 公司也受到波及，政府一直派官員不停來我公司查帳、查資料。我就想辦法處理，後來好像不知從哪裡來的錢，我把 Bibibiabia 公司的辦公室買下來，想說這樣子可以比較穩定，不用一直被政府來查帳，我就可以專心來創作和處理宣傳行銷的事情。 結果事與願違，政府還是不斷派各種不同單位，不停地來查帳、查資料。他們每次來，我就得要配合，安排人力，來滿足他們的要求。 然後好像有人跟我說「你被政府盯上了，掙扎是沒有用的！」 接著場景變成我在戶外，有人一直在跟我討論 Bibibiabia 這公司未來何去何從。我認為我一直很努力，想要讓公司存活下來，因為它代表一個民主的聲音，不想讓它就此消滅了。 原本夢境還有不少內容，但我現在只記得這些…

Today's dream was short and fragmented, with scenes constantly shifting and lacking continuity. I dreamt of seeing a wild and energetic girl wearing multiple layers of sweaters and coats, along with a headband featuring reindeer antlers—almost like a Christmas outfit. She looked so joyful, spinning in circles and waving her hands in the air, but all in slow motion… Then, the scene changed, and I saw a gray-and-white cat lying on the white tiles of a living room floor. Nearby, several kittens were moving around, likely nursing. Next, I dreamt of encountering someone who seemed like a college classmate. I warned him to be careful, saying that I had a vision of his memorial hall. He thought I was being overly dramatic and bringing bad luck. Then, I found myself in a dimly lit space, where a voice suddenly spoke: “A gentleman’s revenge is never too late, even after three years. I’ve finally waited for this day to come for you too…” The scene shifted, and a bowl appeared in front of me. Someone threw a braised egg into the bowl, and I distinctly heard the sound of it dropping in. Next, I was in an indoor basketball court, where I saw a skinny player with a buzz cut wearing black-framed glasses. He suddenly made a Buddhist prayer gesture, saying "Amitabha," and I heard someone laughing nearby, as if they found it amusing. Then, I was playing with the gray-and-white cat again. I asked it a question—though I couldn’t remember what—and it responded with a series of "meow meow meows," which somehow meant, "I don’t know!" I was surprised that I understood it and even thought, Hey! This cat can talk! Then, I watched it licking its paws. The next scene took place at a high school reunion. After the main event, Sophia went on stage to share her vision, but the crowd was noisy, making it hard to hear her. She continued her speech despite the commotion. I finally lost patience and shouted, “Can everyone please be quiet?” Sophia smiled at me and continued speaking. I finally understood her message—our alumni association was planning to publish a magazine, with different sections focusing on various themes. I suddenly recalled that a previous theme had been "nostalgia," which explained why people had been sharing old photos. This time, the theme was design, featuring young designers and the stories behind their work, with Sophia in charge of the project. I thought, That sounds pretty interesting. The entire scene appeared in grayscale, lacking any color. Then, the scene changed again. My husband had baked a large tray of cheesy macaroni and was asking for everyone’s thoughts. Suddenly, a group of children appeared, wearing Christmas hats and holding sparklers, happily shouting, “Freshly baked cheesy macaroni!” as they eagerly waited to eat. I took a bite and told my husband it was delicious but suggested using less cheese next time. He said he thought I liked extra cheese, but I explained that too much cheese felt greasy and that reducing it would make the dish even better. Then, out of nowhere, a voice told me to "let go of my strong-willed nature." The next moment, I was standing at the edge of a cliff, watching a young man extend his arms forward with a slight tremble. Then, he spread his arms wide, leaned back, and fell. The entire scene unfolded in slow motion—his expression shifting from extreme fear to complete blankness. As he slowly descended, he hit the ocean’s surface, causing water to splash. It was as if I were watching a camera freeze-frame, capturing the details of the splashing waves. Then, I found myself standing in front of a house, watching a group of children dressed in Halloween costumes. They stood at the doorway, wanting to rush in for candy. The wooden door was tightly shut, guarded by police officers preventing them from entering. But the children kept shouting, demanding to get in, claiming they wanted to "teach Legislator Huang Shan-shan a lesson" and that they were representing the voices of the people. Finally, the scene shifted to a school. I saw a female teacher with brown hair standing in front of a lush green tree. Someone approached her and said, “Teacher, I want to rent the space on the right side of the school.” She smiled, but I couldn’t hear her response. 今天的夢境很短、很片斷，場景不斷切換，未連續。 夢見我看到一個很瘋狂的女孩，她身上穿著好多層好多層的毛衣和外套，頭上還帶著鹿角造型的髮箍，有點像是聖誕節打扮。她看起來好歡樂喔！轉著圓圈，雙手在空中揮舞，可是都是慢動作… 然後場景變成我看到一隻灰白貓，躺在客廳的白色地磚上，旁邊有好幾隻小貓動啊動，大概是在吸奶吧！ 接著夢見我遇到一個人，像是大學同學。我提醒他要小心，我說我好像看到他的靈堂。他覺得我很誇張，觸他霉頭。 然後我來到一個灰暗的空間，突然有個聲音跟我說「君子報仇，三年不晚。我終於等到，你也有這一天…」 場景來到我面前突然出現一個碗，接著有人丟了一顆滷蛋，丟進那個碗。夢裡我覺得好像有聽到滷蛋掉進碗裡的聲音。 然後場景變成我來到一個室內籃球場，看到一個戴著黑框眼鏡，瘦瘦理平頭的球員。他突然做出「阿彌陀佛」膜拜的動作，然後我就聽到旁邊有個笑聲，好像就是覺得很有趣的笑聲。 再來場景變成我跟一隻灰白貓玩。好像我問那灰白貓問題，我忘了問題內容，可是我記得牠就這樣 "喵喵喵" 叫，意思就是「我不知道！」我竟然懂牠的意思。我還心裡想「欸！這貓會講話耶！」然後我就看到牠在舔牠手腳的毛。 然後場景變成我在高中同學會上。前面大會完了，接下來的單元是 Sophia 上台來闡述她的理念。可是全場鬧哄哄，我根本聽不清楚，但 Sophia 就是繼續發表她的演說。我終於忍不住了，大喊「請大家安靜一下好嗎？」台上的 Sophia 給了我一個微笑，繼續她的演說。 後來我終於聽清楚她要做什麼了，原來是我們這個校友會要辦一個刊物。不同單元，就有不同的主題。我突然恍然大悟，心想原來之前有一個「懷舊」的主題，難怪那時候大家都拿出一些舊照片。這次的主題與設計有關，好像就是有一些年輕的設計師，他們背後都有一些故事。這次是由 Sophia 負責這個主題。我心想「這個也不錯。」感覺整個場景都是灰白，沒有顏色。 接著場景變成我看到老公烤了一大盤起司通心粉，問大家有什麼想法。然後我眼前出現一堆小孩子，帶著聖誕帽，還有人手上拿著仙女棒，很開心地大喊「剛出爐的起司通心粉！」等著要吃。 我吃了一點，我跟老公說很好吃，但建議下次起司可以不用放這麼多。老公說他以為我喜歡很多起司，我說其實起司太多感覺太油膩，少一點起司，我覺得會更好。 然後，突然出現一個聲音，要我放下我的強勢感。 接著，我像是站在山崖邊，看到一個年輕男子，雙手伸在前方，抖動了一下。後來他張開雙臂，面向上，後仰向下掉。整個過程像是慢動作。他本來是極度驚恐的表情，可是到後來就變成面無表情。當他慢慢地慢慢地往下墜落，碰到海水的那一刻，還濺起浪花。感覺我看到像是相機停格般，看著浪花的變化。 然後變成我站在一棟房子前，看到一群小孩子，穿著各種萬聖節造型的衣服。他們站在大門口，想要衝進去要糖吃。那是一個木門，大門深鎖。警察守著，不讓那些小朋友衝進去。但小朋友就是吵著是要衝進去，說要給立委ＸＸＸ一個教訓，說他們代表人民的聲音。 然後場景又來到一個學校，我看到一位女老師，棕色頭髮。她站在綠色大樹前，有人跟她說「老師，我要租學校右邊的場地。」她微笑著，我沒有聽到她的回應。

I dreamed that I seemed to have provoked the mafia, and they sent their underlings to closely monitor my house. It felt like I was living in the apartment I had in Shilin during my childhood. After school, I came home and turned on the lights. Suddenly, the police arrived at our house and said, "Why did you turn on the lights?" I was puzzled, asking, "Can't I turn on the lights?" The police quickly turned off all the lights in the house, making it dim. They said, "If you turn on the lights, the criminals downstairs will know you're home, and then they can track your every move." From now on, there could be no lights at home, only the light from street lamps for living. I was surprised. The police said unless the criminals withdrew, I had to live like this. It made me nervous, and I peeked outside the window, feeling like someone was really monitoring our house. I asked the police, "What about when I turned on the lights earlier?" Apparently, the police had someone watching the underlings sent by the criminals, and they hadn't noticed the lights on in my house, so it was fine. The police closed all the windows and forbade me from turning on the lights again. Later, a female police officer came to our house and knocked on the door, asking why I wasn't turning on the lights. I said, "Didn't you tell me not to turn on the lights?" She then remembered this and seemed unsure about the situation herself. I asked the female officer what I should do about taking a shower. They said they had installed a small, discreet window for me to use for ventilation while showering. However, if the people monitoring for the criminals noticed steam coming out of the house, they would know someone was inside. During this time, I had to be extremely cautious and not let the criminals discover my whereabouts. Later, after I finished showering and came out, I saw that there was a conveyor belt-like device in the living room. On top of it were round things that looked like safety helmets, just moving one by one without any processing. I didn't know what this was about but thought, "How did our house end up like this? Shouldn't the police be protecting me?" It felt like the police were using our space to produce something, perhaps to earn extra money. Later on, I entered my room, and surprisingly, the lights were on. Then, for some reason, I said I was starting a new business, and at that moment, a chubby woman who looked a bit like a cartoon character appeared in front of me. She poked my forehead with her finger and said, "Do you know how to start a business? Do you really understand entrepreneurship?" She poked quite hard, and I almost lost my balance, continuously stepping back. When she asked me this question, I didn't seem to have a clear answer myself. Anyway, she kept poking my forehead, and I kept stepping back. Later, I came out as if to do something with the police. Suddenly, something very hot burned the back of my hand, and my body jerked, waking me up. When I went back to sleep, I saw the police officer who had been protecting me. He lifted his head and looked out at the sky from the small window. Strangely, it had been bright sunshine outside before, but now, looking out the window, it seemed like there was a thin mist, turning the day into a gloomy one. The window was a bit high, so I couldn't see the scenery outside, just a gray sky. 夢見我好像招惹到黑道，然後他們就派小弟，嚴密監控我的房子。我像是住在小時候士林的公寓四樓。 我下課回家，打開燈。突然警察來到我們家，他說「你怎麼開燈？」我有點納悶「開燈不行嗎？」 警察趕快把家裡所有的燈都關掉，弄得暗暗的。他說「你如果開燈的話，樓下歹徒就會知道你回家了，接下來他們就可以掌握你的一舉一動。」意思是說從現在開始，家裡不能有燈光，只能利用外頭路燈的光線來過生活。 我有點訝異。警察說除非歹徒願意撤走，否則的話，我只能這樣過日子。這讓我覺得很緊張，我偷偷往窗外看，好像真的有人在監控我們家。 我問警察「那我剛才有開燈，怎麼辦？」警察好像有派人去觀察歹徒派來監控我的小弟，看來他並沒有注意到我家亮過燈，所以沒事。警察把窗子全部關起來，不准我再開燈。 後來場景變成有個女警來我們家敲門，她問我怎麼不開燈。我說「不是你們叫我不能開燈嗎？」她才想起有這麼回事，感覺警察也不是很清楚狀況。 我問女警那我要洗澡怎麼辦，他們說已經幫我弄了一個微微的小窗，可以洗澡通風。但如果歹徒派來監視的人注意看的話，會發現有蒸氣從房子出來，就會知道裡面有人。反正這段期間，我就是得要非常小心過日子，不能讓歹徒發現我的蹤跡。 後來我洗完澡出來，看到客廳怎麼多了一個像是工廠輸送帶的設備。上面跑著圓圓的，像是安全帽的東西，就是這樣一個一個跑過去，也沒有加工作業。我不知道這是在幹嘛，只覺得「我們家怎麼變成這樣？警察不是應該要保護我嗎？」感覺像是警察利用我們家的空間來生產製造一些東西，讓他們可以賺外快。 後來我進入房間，燈竟然是亮著的。然後不知道為什麼，我說我正在重新創業，此時有個圓圓胖胖，有點像是漫畫人物的大媽，出現在我面前。 她用手指戳著我的額頭，說「你知道怎麼創業嗎？你真的懂創業嗎？」她戳的很用力，我都有點站不穩，一直往後退。當她問我這問題的時候，我自己好像也沒有明確的答案。反正她就一直戳著我的額頭，我一直往後退。 後來我出來，好像要跟警察一起做什麼事情。可是突然被什麼很燙的東西燙到我的手背，我身體抖了一下，就醒了。 回頭再睡，我看到剛剛保護我的那個警察。他抬著頭，從小氣窗向外看著天空。奇怪，之前外面都是明亮的陽光，可是現在窗外看來像是有層薄霧，變成陰暗的白天。氣窗有點高，我看不到窗外的景物，只看見灰暗的天空。