夢遊深淵,可以看到無行地府,是什麼感覺⋯⋯
我可以還原ㄧ場驚心動魄夢之城。
頌經緲緲、餘音繚繞,彷如置身於陰間世界。
我見到過去的你,求我把你帶出這不喜歡的地方。我也覺得需要好好聊聊。
你很痛苦、很無助,我也想要知道你為什麼?這麼痛苦。
你就叫我跟著你走。我看到了金童玉女、紙紮人型,擺滿了案桌,似曾見過,就如⋯⋯⋯殯儀館。
對不起,我走錯地方了。
我吿訴你,我回家。晚安,有事⋯⋯孩子在家等我。
你低頭不語,想要拉我的手。我忽然感覺到,你不是死了嗎?
我不敢説、不敢再看。
你我需要光,我需要觀世音普薩來救我。
當我吶喊阿彌陀佛,我醒了,謝天謝地。是精靈來搗亂。
標題:好友的遺願
Tim 是我的高中死黨。我的成績不好,但 Tim 總是拉著我一起到圖書館讀書,讓我勉強擠進大學窄門。
畢業後,我和 Tim 繼續維持著友誼,人生的喜怒哀樂,彼此都未曾缺席。
然而有天 Tim 在過馬路時,被初學開車的新手駕駛誤踩油門,撞成重傷。遺憾的是,Tim 沒能撐過這關口,離開了我們。
當我聽到這惡耗時,完全無法接受。因為 Tim 正計劃要在他今年生日的週末,邀請我們幾位好友,一同到台東偏鄉,去教當地孩子有趣的創意科學實驗。我不明白,這麼有愛心的人,老天為何這麼快要帶走他?
我陷入極度的低潮無法平復。直到有一天,我開始做了一連串的夢。在夢中,Tim 看來非常平靜與溫暖,要我不要再為他悲傷。但他遺憾沒法完成「台東偏鄉科學營」計劃。這個計劃對他來說非常重要,因為這是他對這些孩子的承諾,希望我能幫他完成。
醒來後,我感到驚訝又感動,決定全力以赴來幫 Tim 完成這個心願。我找出 Tim 的計劃內容,開始著手尋找各種資源與方法,希望能實現 Tim 的願望。
其實這件事並非我的專長,但似乎 Tim 一直在背後守護著我,克服各種難關。當我以為有無法解決的障礙時,我只要想起我們之間的深厚情誼,就讓我興起更大的信念來完成。同時在其他好友們的協助下,讓這計劃逐漸成形,讓我感受到更多溫暖與關懷。我知道我不孤單。
最終,「台東偏鄉科學營」順利圓滿完成。當孩子們知道 TT 哥哥在天上都還惦記著他們,全部都哭成一團。當晚還特別舉辦了簡單的祝福儀式,表達他們對 TT 哥哥的懷念。
我站在 Tim 的墓前,深深地感謝我和他曾經擁有的這段友誼。我知道他雖然不在了,但我們的友誼將永遠存在於我的心中。
當天晚上我夢到 Tim。他微笑看著我,未發一語。他和我揮揮手,我看著他走向那道光。
Title: The Unfinished Wish of a Friend
Tim was my best friend in high school. Despite my poor grades, Tim always dragged me to the library to study, helping me barely squeeze through the narrow gate of university.
After graduation, Tim and I continued to maintain our friendship, never missing each other through life's ups and downs.
However, one day while crossing the street, Tim was critically injured by a novice driver who mistakenly stepped on the accelerator. Sadly, Tim couldn't make it through this ordeal and left us.
When I heard the devastating news, I couldn't comprehend it. Tim had planned to invite a few of us friends to a rural area in Taitung for his birthday weekend, to teach local children fun creative science experiments. I couldn't understand why such a loving person had to leave us so soon.
I fell into a deep despair that I couldn't shake off. Until one day, I started having a series of dreams. In these dreams, Tim appeared calm and warm, telling me not to mourn for him anymore. But he regretted not being able to fulfill the "Taitung Rural Science Camp" project. This project was crucial to him because it was his promise to those children, and he hoped I could help him fulfill it.
Upon waking up, I felt surprised and moved, determined to do everything in my power to help Tim fulfill this wish. I retrieved Tim's project details and began seeking various resources and methods, hoping to realize Tim's wish.
This wasn't exactly my expertise, but it seemed like Tim had been watching over me from behind, overcoming various obstacles. Whenever I thought there was an insurmountable barrier, I just had to remember the deep bond between us, which gave me greater faith to persevere. With the assistance of other friends, the project gradually took shape, and I felt even more warmth and care. I knew I wasn't alone.
Eventually, the "Taitung Rural Science Camp" was successfully completed. When the children learned that Brother TT in heaven still remembered them, they all burst into tears. That evening, a simple blessing ceremony was held to express their longing for Brother TT.
Standing in front of Tim's grave, I deeply thanked him for the friendship we had shared. I knew that although he was gone, our friendship would forever reside in my heart.
That night, I dreamed of Tim. He smiled at me without saying a word. He waved goodbye to me as I watched him walk towards the light.
我第一次夢到被鬼壓的時候,也是覺得幾個黑影要把我帶走,想要大叫也叫不出來。一直在心中大喊阿彌陀佛,喊到牠們終於放手。醒來後,真的覺得驚魂未定。第二次又被鬼壓時,我心想「又來了!」就直接在心中一直唸阿彌陀佛,直到牠們放手醒來為止。
這樣的夢境,的確是精靈來搗亂。或許還有訊息要傳遞?
我覺得當我們氣場弱時,好像就容易有這類無形異體會來糾纏。希望這討厭的精靈不要再來!😇