Dreaming in the dead of night, I was in my room organizing my dream journal notes.
I heard a noise from my husband's room. Stepping out of my door, I saw his door was open and the light was on. I went over to see what was wrong. He said he was feeling feverish and sweaty all over and couldn't sleep.
He came into my room, lay on my bed, and we started chatting. I told him about my dream journal, saying how I have strange dreams every day and often dream about our daughter as a child, not growing up with the current circumstances. I said I felt like I've missed too many years of her growth and have always felt guilty about it.
Suddenly, my husband had muscle cramps all over his body, and he screamed loudly. I didn't know what to do and asked him how I could help. I didn't dare to hug or touch him because of the cramps, fearing it would make him more painful.
I really felt sorry for him, feeling his suffering. It's a problem caused by genetic inheritance, and he has to live with this sudden physical discomfort and various pains throughout his life.
Actually, this dream is very similar to my real life. When I woke up, I realized it was still a dream.
夢見三更半夜，我在房間整理我的夢境筆記。
聽到老公的房間有聲音。走出房門，看到他的房門打開，燈是亮著。我過去看看他怎麼了。他說全身發熱出汗，睡不著。
他來到我房間，躺在我的床上和我聊天。我跟他聊起我的夢境日記。我說每天我都做好多奇怪的夢，而且常夢見女兒小時候的模樣，沒有跟著現實情況長大。我說她的成長過程我缺席太多年，一直覺得我實在虧欠她。
老公突然全身抽筋，他大聲狂叫著。我不知如何是好，問他我該怎麼辦。我不敢抱他，因為他抽筋，怕我抱他會讓他更痛。
我真的蠻心疼他的，覺得他很苦。他這是遺傳基因造成的問題，此生都要與這種突發的身體不適與各種疼痛共生。
其實這夢與我的真實人生很相似。醒來後，發現它還是一場夢。
