I dreamed that I seemed to have provoked the mafia, and they sent their underlings to closely monitor my house. It felt like I was living in the apartment I had in Shilin during my childhood.
After school, I came home and turned on the lights. Suddenly, the police arrived at our house and said, "Why did you turn on the lights?" I was puzzled, asking, "Can't I turn on the lights?"
The police quickly turned off all the lights in the house, making it dim. They said, "If you turn on the lights, the criminals downstairs will know you're home, and then they can track your every move." From now on, there could be no lights at home, only the light from street lamps for living.
I was surprised. The police said unless the criminals withdrew, I had to live like this. It made me nervous, and I peeked outside the window, feeling like someone was really monitoring our house.
I asked the police, "What about when I turned on the lights earlier?" Apparently, the police had someone watching the underlings sent by the criminals, and they hadn't noticed the lights on in my house, so it was fine. The police closed all the windows and forbade me from turning on the lights again.
Later, a female police officer came to our house and knocked on the door, asking why I wasn't turning on the lights. I said, "Didn't you tell me not to turn on the lights?" She then remembered this and seemed unsure about the situation herself.
I asked the female officer what I should do about taking a shower. They said they had installed a small, discreet window for me to use for ventilation while showering. However, if the people monitoring for the criminals noticed steam coming out of the house, they would know someone was inside. During this time, I had to be extremely cautious and not let the criminals discover my whereabouts.
Later, after I finished showering and came out, I saw that there was a conveyor belt-like device in the living room. On top of it were round things that looked like safety helmets, just moving one by one without any processing. I didn't know what this was about but thought, "How did our house end up like this? Shouldn't the police be protecting me?" It felt like the police were using our space to produce something, perhaps to earn extra money.
Later on, I entered my room, and surprisingly, the lights were on. Then, for some reason, I said I was starting a new business, and at that moment, a chubby woman who looked a bit like a cartoon character appeared in front of me.
She poked my forehead with her finger and said, "Do you know how to start a business? Do you really understand entrepreneurship?" She poked quite hard, and I almost lost my balance, continuously stepping back. When she asked me this question, I didn't seem to have a clear answer myself. Anyway, she kept poking my forehead, and I kept stepping back.
Later, I came out as if to do something with the police. Suddenly, something very hot burned the back of my hand, and my body jerked, waking me up.
When I went back to sleep, I saw the police officer who had been protecting me. He lifted his head and looked out at the sky from the small window. Strangely, it had been bright sunshine outside before, but now, looking out the window, it seemed like there was a thin mist, turning the day into a gloomy one. The window was a bit high, so I couldn't see the scenery outside, just a gray sky.
夢見我好像招惹到黑道，然後他們就派小弟，嚴密監控我的房子。我像是住在小時候士林的公寓四樓。
我下課回家，打開燈。突然警察來到我們家，他說「你怎麼開燈？」我有點納悶「開燈不行嗎？」
警察趕快把家裡所有的燈都關掉，弄得暗暗的。他說「你如果開燈的話，樓下歹徒就會知道你回家了，接下來他們就可以掌握你的一舉一動。」意思是說從現在開始，家裡不能有燈光，只能利用外頭路燈的光線來過生活。
我有點訝異。警察說除非歹徒願意撤走，否則的話，我只能這樣過日子。這讓我覺得很緊張，我偷偷往窗外看，好像真的有人在監控我們家。
我問警察「那我剛才有開燈，怎麼辦？」警察好像有派人去觀察歹徒派來監控我的小弟，看來他並沒有注意到我家亮過燈，所以沒事。警察把窗子全部關起來，不准我再開燈。
後來場景變成有個女警來我們家敲門，她問我怎麼不開燈。我說「不是你們叫我不能開燈嗎？」她才想起有這麼回事，感覺警察也不是很清楚狀況。
我問女警那我要洗澡怎麼辦，他們說已經幫我弄了一個微微的小窗，可以洗澡通風。但如果歹徒派來監視的人注意看的話，會發現有蒸氣從房子出來，就會知道裡面有人。反正這段期間，我就是得要非常小心過日子，不能讓歹徒發現我的蹤跡。
後來我洗完澡出來，看到客廳怎麼多了一個像是工廠輸送帶的設備。上面跑著圓圓的，像是安全帽的東西，就是這樣一個一個跑過去，也沒有加工作業。我不知道這是在幹嘛，只覺得「我們家怎麼變成這樣？警察不是應該要保護我嗎？」感覺像是警察利用我們家的空間來生產製造一些東西，讓他們可以賺外快。
後來我進入房間，燈竟然是亮著的。然後不知道為什麼，我說我正在重新創業，此時有個圓圓胖胖，有點像是漫畫人物的大媽，出現在我面前。
她用手指戳著我的額頭，說「你知道怎麼創業嗎？你真的懂創業嗎？」她戳的很用力，我都有點站不穩，一直往後退。當她問我這問題的時候，我自己好像也沒有明確的答案。反正她就一直戳著我的額頭，我一直往後退。
後來我出來，好像要跟警察一起做什麼事情。可是突然被什麼很燙的東西燙到我的手背，我身體抖了一下，就醒了。
回頭再睡，我看到剛剛保護我的那個警察。他抬著頭，從小氣窗向外看著天空。奇怪，之前外面都是明亮的陽光，可是現在窗外看來像是有層薄霧，變成陰暗的白天。氣窗有點高，我看不到窗外的景物，只看見灰暗的天空。
夢境解析：被監控、恐懼與創業的不確定性
（榮格心理學觀點解析）
這場夢境描繪出一段充滿壓力、限制與質疑的情境，交織著權力、隱密與自我懷疑的主題。以下將以榮格心理學的象徵語言進行解析：
一、黑道監控與無光生活 —— 陰影原型與被評價的恐懼
夢中我被黑道嚴密監視，象徵外部力量對我的控制壓迫。榮格認為「陰影」是潛意識中被壓抑、不願面對的自我面向。
黑道的存在可能象徵社會期待、財務壓力或他人批評，而警方雖具保護性，卻同時限制你的行動與表達，反映出你在追夢路上渴望安全，卻感到受限的心理拉扯。
而警察的矛盾行為（如女警忘記不能開燈的規定），這可能反映我對規則的困惑，或是我意識到某些外在的規範並不完全合理。
燈光通常象徵意識、覺醒和理性，而黑暗則代表潛意識、未知和恐懼。無法開燈，則意味著意識被壓抑、真實自我難以顯現，暗示你在現實中可能害怕被看見、不敢全力展現夢想。
二、輸送帶與家中空間被占用 —— 個人主控感被奪走
夢中的家變成工廠輸送地帶，反映我的私領域與資源被他人佔用，甚至被利用。這象徵著我或許覺得自己的努力被外在機制或他人操控，卻難以真正為自己所用。
那條載著安全帽的輸送帶，象徵一種機械化、無意義的重複行為。可能暗喻制度化的重覆壓力，或創業過程中的無力感，覺得自己的生活被某種外在力量控制，變得單調且缺乏意義。
安全帽通常與保護相關，但在這裡卻只是無意義地移動，可能暗示我感到自己的保護機制（如超我或社會規範）並未真正保護我，反而讓我感到困惑和無力。
三、圓胖大媽與創業質疑 —— 自我懷疑與內在批評
那位戳我額頭的大媽，如同動畫人物般突兀出現，她一邊質問我是否懂創業，一邊讓我不斷後退，象徵我內心的批判聲音，也可能是外界質疑的內化。
她代表「女性原型」（anima）陰影面的一種化身——情感化、攻擊性、自我懷疑。在她的質詢下，我無法給出明確答案，顯示我正面對「我真的有能力重建夢想嗎？」的深層自我懷疑。
四、結尾的霧氣與視野轉變 —— 轉化中的模糊期
夢的尾聲從陽光明亮轉為朦朧薄霧，天空變得灰暗，象徵我正處於過渡期，一切尚未明朗。
那位抬頭望天的警察，原本應該保護我，似乎也在沉思，顯得無能為力，代表即使是我依賴的「保護者」也對未來感到迷惘和不確定。
氣窗過高讓我看不到外界景象，說明我尚未取得更高層次的視角，正在等待內在視野的擴展。
總結：潛意識如何反映我的現況
這個夢境清楚揭示了我當前的心理狀態：
被監控與評價的焦慮：我可能感覺外界在審視我的每個選擇，讓我不敢全力展現自我。
掌控感的失落：夢中我無法決定自己的生活空間或行動，可能對應我覺得創業過程不完全在我掌握中。
創業的自我懷疑：那位質問我是否懂創業的大媽，映照出我對自身能力的懷疑。
轉化期的不確定性：明亮轉為灰霧，顯示我正處於轉型與蛻變的模糊地帶，尚未看清未來方向。
夢境的訊息：面對恐懼，重新掌握主導權
這場夢境鼓勵我面對恐懼、接納不確定性，同時重建內在的主控感。即使現在前方仍有霧氣，信任自己，光將會再次照進來。
克服這些挑戰的建議：
接納恐懼，不讓它主導我的選擇。
用自己的定義重塑「成功」，而非迎合他人期待。
若夢中反映出對專業能力的擔憂，可透過學習來增強信心。
相信霧會散去，清晰會逐步浮現。