The Self Between Inside and Outside 內外之間的自己

I dreamed that I was a man, staying indoors with a woman, though I wasn’t sure about the nature of our relationship.

Someone came to look for her, and she went to open the door. Meanwhile, I started rummaging through the house, trying to learn more about her.

The visitor was another man. Before they came in, it seemed like there was a small hole near the doorway through which they could see me going through the house.

At this point, my perspective in the dream became strange. Even though I was inside, rummaging through her belongings, I also seemed to be an observer, watching them outside as they noticed my actions.

The man was surprised by my behavior and commented to the woman that he found me odd, saying I didn’t look like a thief. In the dream, I seemed to be searching for information, trying to understand her background and who she really was.

Both of them were shocked by my behavior, as they didn’t expect me to be someone so suspicious and paranoid.

夢見我是男的，跟一名女子在一個室內，不確定我和她之間的關係。

有人來找這位女子，她去開門。此時我就在這房子裡東翻西找，想要更了解這女生。

來找這女生的是另一名男子。他們在進門之前，好像門口那裡有個小洞，他們就從那個小洞看到我在屋裡到處亂翻。

此時我的視角有點奇怪。我明明在屋內東翻西找，可是我又像是旁觀者，看到他們在屋外看著我在屋內的行為。

那個男的對我的行徑感到驚訝，還跟這個女的說覺得我很奇怪，因為我看起來不像小偷。我在夢裡到處翻找資料，好像是想要了解這個女的到底是什麼樣的背景，什麼樣的人吧！

總之，他們兩個看到我的行為都感到詫異，因為沒有想到我是這樣疑神疑鬼的人。