I dreamed that there was a widower in our circle of friends, and they were trying to match us up.
I went to his house and met his two kids, who were in college. We sat on the floor and chatted, and they told me about how they interacted with their father. They said he loved playing video games and was quite smart; unless he wanted you to, no one could beat him.
I felt like he was still mourning his late wife. My friends comforted me, telling me to continue looking after him, and that he would naturally grow accustomed to having me around.
This man hosted a party in memory of his wife, and the venue was filled with commemorative elements. My friends privately arranged a scenario where, before the party ended and emotions peaked, it turned into our wedding party. They would place the components of a ring set inside a small box, and he would open it before the party ended, see the rings, and propose to me. My friends had me wear one part of the ring set beforehand.
Throughout the event, the man was only focused on remembering his wife, and the atmosphere was somber. My friends worked hard to try to change the mood to a happier one.
When he opened the ring box, he immediately accused me of being involved. I was heartbroken as I admitted, "I know you never thought of marrying me."
I took off the ring component on my hand and threw it towards him, then walked towards the door. I hoped he would come after me, but he was too angry, convinced that my friends and I had conspired to deceive him, and he didn't follow.
As I walked towards the exit, I glanced around. The entire venue was decorated with lights, all elements his late wife loved. I realized then that there was no place for me in his heart.
I cried outside the door, and my friend came to comfort me. I saw a knitting craft shop next to the venue, teaching people how to knit sweaters. I thought about how much I enjoyed knitting and learning to knit sweaters might help me forget this heartbreak, so I went to the shop to learn more details.
I returned to the venue's entrance and continued to cry. I saw my friend Irene hastily passing by with a suitcase. Journalists approached her, asking for her opinion on the matter. Irene said she believed I had the ability to handle things satisfactorily.
I still felt heartbroken. I loved someone who didn't love me back, despite all I had done for him. He only mourned his late wife, and there was no place for me in his heart.
I lamented that the wedding I had hoped for never came to pass.
我夢見朋友群中有一喪妻男子,朋友們想把我們配對。
我來到他家中,見到他兩位在大學就讀的孩子。我們坐在地上閒聊,他們跟我談起和父親互動的方式。他們說父親很喜歡打電動。他相當聰明,除非他要讓你,否則是沒有人可以羸他的。
我感到他仍是懷念已過世的妻子。朋友安慰我,要我繼續照顧他,讓他習慣有我,自然就會成了。
這男子辦了一場懷念妻子的派對,會場佈置充滿紀念的元素。朋友私下幫我設計了一個橋段,在派對結束前氣氛達到高潮,變成是我們的婚禮派對。他們會在一個小禮盒內放著組合戒指的組件,讓男子在宴會結束前打開禮盒,看到戒指,並向我求婚。朋友讓我先戴上組合戒指的一部份。
整場宴會,男子只顧著懷念妻子,現場氣氛哀傷。朋友則努力想把氣氛轉成歡樂。
當男子打開戒指盒,立即責怪我是否參與其中。我很難過地承認,並說「我知道你從沒想過要娶我。」
我把手上戒指組件脫下,朝他丟去,並立即往門口方向走。我期待他會追上前來。但他太生氣了,一直認為我和朋友設計欺騙他,並沒有追上來。
我一邊朝會場門口走去,一邊環顧四周。整個會場都是裝飾的燈光,這些都是他逝去妻子喜歡的元素。我頓時明白,他心裡根本沒有我的位置。
我在門外哭,朋友前來安慰我。我看到會場旁邊有一間編織手藝店,教人織毛衣。我想想我蠻喜愛編織,學織毛衣也不錯,也能幫助自己忘記這件傷心事,就走去店裡了解更多細節。
我再度回到會場門口繼續哭。看到好友 Irene 拖著行李箱,從我面前匆匆經過。有記者前去訪問她,問她對這事的看法。Irene 說相信我有能力把事情處理圓滿。
我仍是感到傷心。我喜歡的人不喜歡我,為他付出這麼多,但他只是懷念他逝去的妻子,心中根本沒有我的位置。
我感慨我期待的婚禮,最終並沒有發生。