I dreamt of my husband, our two daughters from the dream, and a group of people going up to play on a mountain, feeling like Yangmingshan. We even saw our friend Paula there.
Paula and I talked about fortune-telling. It seemed I mentioned someone I didn't like, and Paula said she would help me check their compatibility in our astrological charts. I laughed loudly and kept asking if they were compatible. Paula said, "You'll find out when you ask them later." I wasn't taking it seriously.
We continued chatting in Chinese, with my husband pretending not to understand. He was holding a large and a small pizza, our daughters following us as we found a place to sit.
The scene shifted to us getting ready to drive down the mountain. I noticed my husband had a big bag, and our daughters carried pizza boxes. I asked them, "Did you all get to eat pizza?" I thought the four of us would each get a quarter of two pizzas. But why hadn't I eaten any pizza?
The two daughters looked guilty, as if they had eaten a lot of pizza, basically finishing off my share. As we walked back to the parking lot, I saw one daughter throw the pizza boxes into a big green trash bin on the side of the road.
Then the scene changed to me being at a political talk show, as if I was asking, "Who ate my pizza?" I saw three guests, including the elderly Shen Fuxiong sitting there. The camera focused on him, and Shen Fuxiong said to me, "It wasn't me, I didn't eat your pizza!"
Feeling hungry, we arrived at an American-style food court. However, my husband and two daughters were nowhere to be seen, and instead, I was with my dad and my brother Ivan. We approached a pizza stall, staring at the menu where pizzas had gotten more expensive.
I asked my dad what he wanted to eat, and he said, "Let's just have pizza!" He figured it would only get more expensive in the future, so we might as well eat it now.
We stood in line, deciding which pizza to order. We let my dad choose, and I now forget the flavor, but my dad picked a very popular one. Later, the three of us sat down to eat pizza, but Ivan seemed sulky.
I chatted with my dad, but Ivan wouldn't speak. I asked him, "What's bothering you? Why aren't you talking?" Dad even told him, "Just eat the pizza! You might not have a chance to eat together next time, so eat now!"
Hearing Dad say that made me a bit sad, thinking, "Yeah! Time with Dad is limited, who knows if we'll get another chance to eat together..." Maybe because I felt a bit sad, I woke up.
夢見我和老公,和夢裡的兩個女兒,跟著一個團體,到山上玩,感覺像是陽明山。還看到好友 Paula。
我和 Paula 聊起算命的事。好像我講到我不喜歡誰,Paula 說她要幫我跟那個人合命盤。我大笑,後來一直問她合不合,合不合。Paula 說「待會你去問了就知道。」可是其實我對這事沒有很認真。
我和 Paula 繼續用中文聊天,老公假裝聽不懂。他手上拿著一大一小的披薩,兩個女兒跟著我們,我們找地方坐下來。
場景變成我們準備開車下山。我看到老公提了一個大袋子,女兒拿著披薩的盒子。我問他們「你們有吃到披薩嗎?」我認為我們四個人兩個披薩,每個人都以吃到大小各四分之一的披薩。可是,為什麼我沒有吃到披薩呢?
兩個女兒露出罪過的表情,好像她們兩個吃了很多披薩,反正就是把我的份都吃掉了。我們沿路走回停車場,我看到女兒把披薩紙盒,丟進路邊綠色收集垃圾的大鐵箱。
然後場景變成我來到一個政論節目的現場,好像我就在問「誰吃掉了我的披薩?」我看到有三個來賓,其中一個是沈富雄大老坐在那裡。然後攝影機對著他,沈大老還跟我說「不是我,我沒有吃掉你的披薩!」
感覺好像沒有吃飽,我們來到一個美式美食廣場。可是這時老公跟兩個女兒就不見了,人物變成我和爸爸,還有弟弟 Ivan。我們來到一個賣披薩的攤位,盯著看板上的菜單,發現披薩漲價了,變得越來越貴。
我問爸爸想吃什麼,爸爸說「就吃披薩吧!」他認為反正以後只會越來越貴,趁現在就吃一下。
我們在那裡排隊,考慮要點哪一款披薩。我們讓爸爸選,我現在忘了是什麼口味,只記得爸爸就選了一個很熱門口味的披薩。後來我們三人坐下來,準備吃披薩,可是 Ivan 看起來就是氣嘟嘟的樣子。
我跟爸爸在聊天,可是 Ivan 都不講話。我問他「你氣什麼?你幹嘛不講話?」爸爸還跟他說「你吃披薩啊!下次都不知道還有沒有機會一起吃披薩,現在就吃啊!」
聽到爸爸這麼講,我心裡有點難過,覺得「對啊!跟爸爸相聚時間有限,不知道下次還有沒有機會一起吃飯…」
不曉得是不是因為心裡感覺有點難過,就醒了。

這個夢境充滿豐富的象徵意義,從榮格心理學的角度可以進行多層次解析。以下從幾個核心主題進行分析:
家庭關係與心理能量分配(披薩象徵)
披薩在夢中明顯是「心理能量」的象徵(榮格常以食物代表心理養分)。您計算每人應得1/4卻未吃到,反映家庭生活中自我需求被壓抑的狀態。兩個女兒「罪過的表情」可能象徵您內在的母性部分過度付出,或是現實中對子女需求與自我照顧間的失衡感。
2. 陰影與人格面具的對話
與Paula談算命的情節顯示對「命運/潛意識知識」的矛盾態度(表面大笑但內心在意),Paula可能代表您善於分析的心理功能
丈夫「假裝聽不懂中文」可能象徵某種男性特質(邏輯/現實層面)在心理整合中的暫時缺席
政論節目場景中「誰吃了我的披薩?」的質問,是自我對心理能量流失的覺察,沈富雄的回應暗示這非外在問題而是內在課題
3. 原型轉換:從配偶到原生家庭
後段轉為與父親、弟弟的情節,顯示夢境從「個人情結」進入「家族原型」層次:
披薩漲價象徵對「有限生命」的焦慮(時間/情感/機會成本)
父親「趁現在吃」的話語觸動死亡焦慮,反映集體無意識中「時間流逝」的原型
弟弟的沉默憤怒可能代表您心理結構中未被整合的陰性能量(阿尼姆斯未被表達的面向)
4. 自性化過程的展現
整個夢境呈現「意識自我」追尋心理完整性的過程:
山上開始(超越性場景)→ 披薩爭奪(心理能量分配問題)→ 回歸父親(溯源治療)
醒前的悲傷感,可能是靈魂對「生命有限性」的深刻體悟,暗示個體化過程需要更積極的面對存在議題
建議的自我探索方向:
檢視家庭角色是否壓抑了某些自我需求
記錄現實中「被剝奪感」的具體情境
思考與父親/原生家庭未解決的情感課題
可嘗試主動想像技術:與夢中「憤怒的弟弟」對話,探索其代表的心理內容
這個夢境展現了典型的「營養被剝奪」原型主題,榮格學派會視此為個體化過程的重要信號——當心理能量分配失衡時,無意識會透過夢境重新調整我們的注意力。