I dreamt that I and another class were organizing an event outside of school to discuss life and death. As the event went on into the evening, I and the students gathered around a campfire, enjoying drinks and merriment.
At one point, a male classmate arrived, and for some reason, I took him around the campsite to a small room where I mentioned a past incident of someone hanging themselves here, showing him some details. Afterward, I returned to the campfire with the students to continue our festivities.
A female teacher arrived and asked when I learned to drink. In the dream, I told her it was during middle school when our math teacher, heartbroken, threw a party inviting us and students from the next class to drink together. I mentioned it was my first experience with alcohol. The teacher thought it wasn't bad since it provided a safe environment for students to experience drinking. I said, "Yeah, that's when I first realized what drinking was like. After the party, our parents came to pick us up directly."
Later, I went back to the small room where the past incident occurred and saw someone dressed in white, mimicking the previous suicide case by hanging themselves. I thought, "Oh no, this is bad, something's gone wrong!"
As I stood there in shock, the male classmate I introduced around earlier came in. I saw him holding funeral clothes and sackcloth, and I asked, "What? Are you planning to commit suicide here?" He said yes. I told him, "You're too late, someone already beat you to it." I urged him, "Please don't do this!" Eventually, I asked him to help me bring the person down and hand over the clothes he brought. I needed to handle the situation of the previous suicide attempt.
As it was getting close to time, I began preparing to leave, asking everyone to start cleaning up the area. I walked into another room where the male classmate who had contemplated suicide was lying down, saying he didn't want to move. I said, "Okay, you can simulate the feeling of suicide, and I'll pretend to handle your belongings later. Experiencing this might make you not want to commit suicide." Later, he lay there, and I helped him remove his clothes but worried he might get cold, so I covered him with a blanket. At that moment, another male classmate, drunk, appeared beside him. I woke him up and asked for help in cleaning up the area because we were preparing to leave the camp.
I noticed the classmate who had thought about suicide was curled up, seemingly feeling cold. I covered him with a blanket to keep him warm, thinking at least he wouldn't be cold. Later, I heard him crying, perhaps realizing the value of being alive through this experience.
Overall, I felt so busy in the dream! I was constantly moving between the campsite and the rooms, urging everyone to quickly clean up. Standing on a stone-made podium, I saw a chubby male student in a green tight suit playfully chasing people. I thought to myself, despite already calling for everyone to gather, these people were still acting crazy with alcohol, not packing up quickly enough. There was only half an hour left before we had to leave the campsite.
夢見我和另外一個班級，在校外辦一個談論生死的活動。活動到了晚上，我跟學員們聚在營火前飲酒作樂。
此時來了一位男同學，不知為何，我帶著他在營區裡繞，來到一個小房間，我提起過去這裡曾經發生有人上吊自殺的事件，並給他看一些細節。講完後，我回到前面營火那裡，跟學員們繼續飲酒作樂。
來了一位女老師，問我何時學會喝酒。夢裡我跟她說是我們國中數學老師因為她失戀了，就辦了一個派對，召集了我們跟隔壁班同學來參加，大家一起喝酒。我說那是我第一次喝酒體驗。
女老師認為這樣子也不錯，因為至少是一個安全的環境，然後又可以讓同學有機會來體驗喝酒的經驗。我說「對啊～那時候才知道原來喝酒是這樣的滋味。而且派對後家長直接來接走我們。」總之，那個女老師覺得這樣子的體驗，好像其實還不錯。
然後我走回後面那間過去發生事件的小房間，竟然看到有人穿著白色衣服，模仿過去的案例，上吊自殺了。我心想「天啊！這下慘了，出事了！」
當我站在那裡發呆的時候，之前我帶著在營區介紹的男同學也進來，我看他拿著壽衣和麻布衣，我問「什麼？你是準備來這裡自殺嗎？」他說對。我跟他說「你晚了一步，已經有人先走一步了。」我勸他「你不要這樣子啦！」後來我就請他幫我把那個人弄下來，還叫他把帶來的衣服給我，我要來處理前面輕生者的事情。
時間差不多了，準備集合離開。我請大家開始收拾整理場地。
我走到另外一個房間，剛剛想要自殺的男同學躺在那裡，說他不想動。我說「好，你可以模擬一下自殺的感覺，待會我會假裝來處理你身上的遺物。因為當你有這樣子的體驗，可能就不會想要自殺了。」
後來這同學就躺在那裡，我幫他把身上的衣物解除。可是又擔心他會冷到，就幫他蓋了一個毯子。這時候，他旁邊又多了一個喝醉酒的男同學。我把這個醉酒的男同學叫醒，要他幫忙整理場地，因為我們要準備集合，離開這裡。
我看到那個想自殺的男同學，身體彎曲，看來可能覺得有點冷。我用被子包住他，想說至少他不會冷到。後來我聽到他在哭，大概就是這樣體驗下來，他發現活著的可貴吧！
總之我覺得我好忙喔！我在營地前後往返，催促大家要趕快打掃整理場地。我站在一個石頭搭成的講枱上，看到一個胖胖的男生，穿著綠色緊身衣，像是搞笑般追著人跑。我心想我都已經喊著要集合了，這些人還在發酒瘋胡鬧，不趕快收拾東西，還剩半個小時，我們要準備離開營地了。
